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各位朋友改一下链接，你们的链接我会慢慢加上去的 ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1201953475#comment 0 Sat, 02 Feb 2008 11:57:55 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1201953475 <![CDATA[……]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1201488120 ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1201488120#comment 0 Mon, 28 Jan 2008 02:42:00 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1201488120 <![CDATA[Taking the Long Way]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1200923295


Home and vacation finally.
Weather's terrible, and so is the mood. I really need something to cheer up. Maybe wine will help, but I don't do wines, pity.
Sometimes I just feel that I can't fit in, it gets really lonely sometimes, weird though but maybe I just want different things from the people around.
Anyhow, It's not enough, there's always more to pursue.
They say we are afraid because we still have something to lose, it make sense. It's just like standing at a crossing road, confused, panic, frightened... I'm still an average, How does it feel when you at the top? is it a definition of a success life? and will it take everthing?
I've no idea, but I wanna have a try, even though it's a long tough road and more and more people will left you, I still believe there is someone out there watching me, blessing me, coz' I'm about to take the long way... ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1200923295#comment 1 Mon, 21 Jan 2008 13:48:15 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1200923295 <![CDATA[雨雪初霁]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1200294321
下了一天雪，早晨起来去考试，太阳刚好爬过山头，暖暖地照下来。
快放假了，反倒平静了。最近在摸索Photoshop，看来自己还算是心灵手巧的小朋友。
那张自己贴在墙上的“Hang in there”的小纸片不见了
天气渐渐晴朗，虽然寒风愈加凌冽，裹紧外套，去往考场…… ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1200294321#comment 1 Mon, 14 Jan 2008 07:05:21 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1200294321 <![CDATA[如梦似幻]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1199329299
一切好似一场梦，梦中看不清人的五官，话语声遥远而不真切。开始的时候很漫长，而当渐入佳境，却会毫无预兆地，毫无根据地跌入现实的深渊

1月2日晚 21:01，有一种绝望再蔓延，才过新年一天，这种心情着实不应该，无奈考试临近，何况又是自己不喜欢的科目。忘了记，记了再忘的循环，没有什么可以这样打击人的自信了。这么多天来整个人似乎被人狠狠地揍了一顿，如同散架了般打不起精神。我在某种危险的边缘挣扎。我把这们课形象地比喻为某种攻坚战，而我恐怕将是这场战争的逃兵——某种潜意识不住地这样提醒自己——而在遭遇滑铁卢之前，我认为这是种明智的选择。

有人说大不了明年再来过（现在应该是今年了），不可否认，这种always tomorrow的说法对我影响很大。

这个冬夜如此寂静，没有新年的气氛。话说回来，要热闹也得等到春节，而我却希望窗外此刻能有哪个顽皮的小孩放响一个鞭炮，尽管会让我羡慕，但至少让我知道还有人过着无忧无虑的生活，那至少是一种选择……

昨晚突然想写一个故事，上面就是开篇的一段。很能调子太悲，却是我此刻的心情写照。做了一个梦，很多好玩的事，笑着醒过来，想落实在纸上。写下来却是这样的东西。

有一种厌倦的情绪在慢慢萌芽，有一点惧怕……

无言以对，也许崩溃，
唯有坚持，等待救赎。 ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1199329299#comment 1 Thu, 03 Jan 2008 03:01:39 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1199329299 <![CDATA[风轻云淡]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1198476606
Sometimes we just wonder why life has to be so hard, how much things can go wrong, how many people could misunderstand you, and how difficult it is to make your dreams come true. Every now and then you just lose the hope to search the meaning, lose the strength to fight.

这两天很累，不知道为什么，六级考完了。又一次茫然，有时候我觉得自己也能冒出一些感觉不错的句子，但是永远难在考试里用到。考试的作文更多的是陈述事实，不用动脑只要套例文就行，而我最不喜欢的就是背例文……

最近在背书，背一门我极为不喜爱的课，生平第一次对自己的记忆力产生了疑问。通常遗忘曲线在我身上是特例，如今也同样难逃真理的普遍……

一样早早地收拾好了寒假的回家的行李，虽然还有三周多时间，我已经在幻想，在描绘一个不用背书的下午了。也许我更适合自由自在。在纸上写下剩下在学校的日子，然后在过去的日期上划条杠……

前天和朋友吵了个小架，然后我们相互承认了错误，很好。

那天逛超市，突然有种熟悉的感觉，和许多大叔大婶一起抢特价的桔子，脸上却是幸福的满足。柴米油盐的烦恼，在我们看来，却是生活的调味。

这张照片是上次从火车站归来时拍的，冬天的阳光总是一副力不从心的样子，风轻云淡，但好似这段时光，波澜不惊，只记得那天的McDonalds放着Beatles的Hey, Jude。

所以要等待，等待之后回想，这一段的冗长，也可以化作铿锵的交响。

At the end of each day, when you lie wide awake on bed, you shall feel lucky. Coz' you've made throngh another day. Everything happens for a reason, the failure you suffer keeps reminding you that you're still not perfect, it is the greatest gift one could get. And those hell bent souls that keep annoying you let you know how precious friends are and how stupid it is to ruin friendship that goes way back. ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1198476606#comment 1 Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:10:06 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1198476606 <![CDATA[Wish You A Little Merry Christmas]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1197347763
Screen Shot from the film NOEL

快过圣诞了，可能会有一段时间不会更新，所以在这里提前祝大家一个小小的圣诞节快乐。

今天上了某个活动，结果失败。主要原因是某院某恶心女在台下叫嚣，如果再给我看到，估计我和小鹿都会骂她个狗血喷头！

晦气事就不讲了、在新的一年里希望大家身体健康，天天快乐。我想这是最重要的。

今年圣诞可能还是麦当劳加DVD来度过，毕竟是洋节，没那气氛。元旦计划出游散心，不远，因为回来就得考试。


又要过年了，小时候最喜欢过年。到了冬天天天盼着，也不知为啥，可能就是节日的气氛总是那么的愉悦…… ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1197347763#comment 1 Tue, 11 Dec 2007 04:36:03 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1197347763 <![CDATA[Memory]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1196696994
明天就要回学校了，再过一个多月才能回来。

那天有小朋友问起为什么还不回学校，我告诉他在学校吃不饱、睡不好、穿不暖为啥要回去。这可能只是一个借口，虽然是事实。因为总觉得自己在逃避某些问题。我想是时候来面对了。

没错这个专业不适合我，是非常之不适合。

医学生都是在背书，进入大学后我好好看过的书都没有我高三的时候多。而我通常羡慕的College Life, like partys, discussions in class...that never happens...

So I must start to save myself from this dullness. Keep reading, traveling, listening, seeing sruff... What I wanna do is to leave the memory that I have a full 20s, and in the meantime be extraordinary although some people might keep bitching on you while they can't. ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1196696994#comment 1 Mon, 03 Dec 2007 15:49:54 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1196696994 <![CDATA[深秋早上的糖霜]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1196248980
要回家了，昨晚有些小激动，结果没睡好。今天早期上邓论，还要做Presentation。所以不得不早起。
南京的早晨已经非常冷了，植物上都披了一层霜，路边随便拍了一张。

这次回家主要有几个任务：好好睡一觉；好好洗个热水澡；好好上个网，把落下的剧集补了；好好吃一顿，听说有大闸蟹。

但是任务也很重，方剂必须要好好背了，否则明年就得重修了；还有一篇党校的报告没开始动呢，头大……

话说，那天给朋友送代她订的Westlife的专辑，正巧学生会某主席在旁边，冒出一句"都什么年代了，你还花钱买？！"当场火大，彻底鄙视她！！！同时才发现买专辑的同学是多么让人感动……下次买专辑不收她钱了……

写空间有一段时间，从一开始琢磨每一句话每一张照，到现在也只是一种随意。有时候文字很苍白，可以有照片；照片有时候很单调，音乐也能诉说很多故事。可能很多人不明白，有时候就是一首歌却代表以一段心情，无以用言语表达，一首歌一张照，希望你也能慢慢品出些东西。恰如秋日早晨的“糖霜”，不是用舌头来尝，也能有一点点别样的感受。 ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1196248980#comment 1 Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:23:00 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1196248980 <![CDATA[It's Time to Back Home]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1195891204

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同曲异韵，却是同一个真谛。家，永远是一个让人魂牵梦绕的地方。就要回家了，背包早已整理好。期待下周四……

Home
Another sunny day,
Has come and gone away,
In Paris and Rome,
I want to go home,
Mmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by,
A million people I,
Still feel all alone,
I just want to go home,
Oh I miss you, You know,
And i've been keeping all the letters,
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or to,
I'm fine baby how are you,
Well I would send them but,
I know it's that it's just not enough,
The words were cold and flat,
And you deserve more, Than that,

Another aeroplane,
Another sunny place,
I'm lucky, I know,
But I want to go home,
I've got to go home,
Let me go home
Im just to far,
From where you are,
I've got to come home,
Let me come home,
I've had my run,
Baby i'm down,
I want to come home,

And I feel just like,
I'm living,
Someone elses life,
It's like i just stepped outside,
When everything was going right,
And I no just why you could not come along with me,
'Cause this was not your dream,
But you always believed in me,

Another winter day,
Has come and gone away,
In either Paris and Rome,
And I Want To Go Home,
I miss you, You know,
Let me go home,
I've had my run,
Baby i'm down,
I want to go home,
Let me go home,
It'll all be alright,
I'll be home tonight,
I'm coming back home.

HOME 家
那一个巴黎和罗马的夏天，来了又去。而我只想回家，...我的家
也许有许多人会陪伴着我，但我还是觉得孤独。
因为我只想回到我的家。你知道吗，我好想念你
所有写给你的信我都留着，留着每封信的那一句又一句：“亲爱的我很好，你呢？”
我要把这些甜言蜜语都送给你，但我知道这远远不够。
我的语言是多么的冰冷而无力。而你，却应该得到比这更多的关怀。
又一架飞机起飞了，朝着那幸福的方向。
我知道我是幸运的，但我还是要回家，回到我的家
我要回家。我虽然离你很遥远，但我知道你会理解这一切
我觉得我生活在另外一个人的世界里，就像我过上了另一种生活。
当所有都如愿以偿，我也懂得了为什么。
你没有陪伴在我身边，也许这并不是你愿意这样的，但是你总是很相信我……
那一个巴黎和罗马的冬天，来了又去。而我只想回家，回家……
尽管我周围有很多人相伴，但我仍然觉得孤独。因为我想回家，你知道的，我想念你
我想回家，而我已经起步了，亲爱的，我已经在途中，回家的途中。
我要回家，一切都会好起来的，也许今晚，我就到了。我回来 ]]> http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1195891204#comment 4097 Sat, 24 Nov 2007 08:00:04 GMT http://153408641.qzone.qq.com/blog/1195891204