http://173994627.qzone.qq.com Sat, 28 Nov 2009 23:34:14 GMT Qzone zh-cn Copyright (C), 2005-2008, Tencent Tech. Co., Ltd. Tue, 01 May 2007 13:39:53 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/13
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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
(From: http://cn.clyric.com )

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes ]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/13#comment 512 Tue, 01 May 2007 13:39:53 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/13 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/12 但是我还是决定记录下这段经历，应该挺有意义的。
从回校的那天开始，就开始了这一系列的东西，还真的没有给我闲一刻的机会，公事也好私事也罢，突然就那么一股脑地涌过来，有点应接不暇的感觉，而且，这一切的一切让我的思考量和心理的调整速度不断地升级，也许这一切在不断地应证着那句话：life is a great adventure，但是在别人看来，会对这一切说：life sucks，但是很明显，那种人不是我。
所有的所有在那个周四下午爆发了
确实有点措手不及，因为没经历过，也没想过会有这种事情发生，而且最搞笑的是，那天还撞上了一个月中的那几天，呵呵，好把，就一起来把。在当时，她们总是不断地提醒我冷静冷静，于是我觉得我还是克制地比较好的，一个是因为我知道这是必要的，二者就是因为他们都用行动和言语表示站在我这边，这，绝对是一种动力。现在在 回首那段，觉得，还挺锻炼人的，239的人说它很象政变，我觉得还挺有趣的，也许我必须在正式步入真正的political battle之前，需要时不时地接受各式各样的rehearsals,但是我没想到的是，这种rehearsal连我的个人生活都不放过。
第一次知道那些事情的时候，我有点半信半疑，或者说是有点震到了。但是当又有人不断地跟我证实以后，我第一个反应，是，应该是没感觉，后来是恶心，再后来，就是torn into pieces。回顾所有的这段时间的关于那件事的种种，我在那个晚上不断地问自己：is this the end？经过了一个理性的思考过滤的回合以后，我知道我应该怎么面对我的路了。直到现在，我觉得我的抉择是对的，而这一过程也让我更确定了我要的是什么，我不应该做什么，算是应祸得福把。该得到的教训有了，该不变的，我知道，不会变的。
虽然完全从那件事情中需要时间还有，就是时间，调整再调整，可以的。
所幸的，也是万幸的是，我身边还有他们，她们。所以，我现在要做的就是：go ahead!
]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/12#comment 512 Sat, 21 Apr 2007 12:35:43 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/12 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/11 这是个很有趣的巧合，我觉得。至少让我觉得音乐，总是最贴心的。与其说我是它的聆听者，不如说，它才是我最忠实的听众。
回想起当时回温州的那个时候，说实话，没什么特别激动或者特别不一样的感觉，但是可以确定的是，不是很讨厌的感觉，呵呵。但是，现在，好象有点特别的感觉。有点，一点点感伤。
其实在这不短不长的一个月里，有的时候真的受不了老妈的唠叨，老弟的无理取闹，有的时候会突然很想我的239，我的英播，还有我的dily，于是，很想回北京，回到校园生活里。而这种感觉在大年初几的时候就特别强烈，轰炸式的无休止的吃酒，繁多的串门拜年任务，胃负荷了，笑容也负荷了。但是当有人问我这个月过的怎么样的时候我的回答总是积极的，因为，至少我可以随心所欲地上网看电视睡觉。说实话，机不可失啊~```于是，昼和夜就这样倒过来拉。不过，说实话，我并没有对这种生活感到多么的留恋。还是会有的时候有种想回去的冲动。
那，为什么现在会感伤呢，我觉得，原因之一，就是，人啊，是一种很贱的动物。很贱
得到的总不知道要去珍惜，失去或者将要失去，就特别特别的想去珍惜。而能验证这句话的，又岂止是这一件事呢？
]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/11#comment 512 Fri, 02 Mar 2007 17:49:48 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/11 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/10 选择看这部影片其实是因为他的男主角李东旭,自从看了他主演的my girl以后，就对他印象不错，但是对他在里面演的那个角色就感觉一般了，还是对男2号也就是李俊基演的徐正雨感觉好点，呵呵，几乎所有这类韩剧我都会偏向于男2号，因为他们的执者，不顾一切的付出，而男1号往往会因为这个那个原因显得很摇摆不定，这种男的往往是最让我恼火的。但是象男2号那种人，在现实生活中几乎是可遇不可求的了。但是我依然倾向于他们，这也许是我的执着把
还是说说这部电影把，故事的背景在越南。只所以我会被这部影片触动，倒不是因为男一号李东旭演的那个角色，而是女一号，那个越南女孩，而这个影片让我最触动的有两个东西，一个就是他们爱情的见证---荷花，一个就是不断在影片中响起的插曲，在这之前，真正能让我在观看电影的时候就被触动的电影插曲我想就是TITANIC里面的那首了把。那是小学以后的事情了。而事隔多年，仍能被这样地触动，真的，久违了。
看完影片以后 我就疯狂的寻找着那首歌，而当我看到这首歌的中文歌词时，再联想起影片的情节，又是一阵触动。在现实中，要体验到这样一种感觉真的太难了，这个世界太物质，太现实了，偏偏我也是个现实而固执的人，所以，只有在脑海的想象中寻找这种美感和感动。一个人，是需要这种感动的，不管是怎么样的环境，都要学着接受这种观赏后的感动，因为体味他们是没有危险，不计后果的。而这其中，又有多少的无奈只有自己知道。
影片中的那个女孩，让我想到的是太多的落后国家的女人们，当我随着音乐又想起那个女孩的眼神的时候，总有一种心酸的感觉，女人啊，你的名字叫脆弱，莎翁的这句话我想改成，女人啊，你的名字叫善良。如果没有这份善良与天真，我们承受的苦与痛就要少很多，而我们经历的刻骨铭心的感动也要少很多。以下，就是那首歌的歌词--whenever
迷醉的望着你　却不料　离别已经到来
深夜里　最后的吻别　像月光一样苍白
一瞬间　如此依恋你的我　
不得不忍受无奈的孤单
漫天飘落的雨滴　
无法流尽我伤心的泪水 就算你已不再爱我
无论何时　我依然要永远抱着你
就算你把我忘记
无论何时　我都会等你到地老天荒

突然没有我的那一天
你过得还好吗
我心中如此牵挂着你
你是否沐浴在阳光下
不管是伤心的离别　还是过去的美好
无论何时　我都在想念你

前路茫茫　要笑着面对
无论何时　我都会将你珍藏
就算你已不再爱我
无论何时　我依然要永远抱着你

就算你把我忘记
无论何时　我都会等你到地老天荒


]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/10#comment 512 Sun, 25 Feb 2007 06:13:19 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/10 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/9 公主寝宫
（小提琴声起，公主在陶醉地演奏着，E进来,公主停）
公主：honey, do you like my performance?
(E扫了他一眼，面无表情地一把夺过琴)
E：(严厉地)how many times that I told you to keep away from my violin ,your dirty hands will destroy its elegant sound.(拿布擦)
C：I am sorry……I found this opern in the box(指着小提琴盒),
E(回头看了看她，一步上去夺过琴谱)
E(看着曲谱陷入沉思)this is a song of two lovers. So（迟疑地） do you want to listen to their love story?
C:of course(开心的)
E：it began when they were both very，very yong ---(音乐起,两人坐下，少年E和C从旁出，伴着两对舞者)

My gift is my song
And this one's for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It maybe quite simple
But now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

(Allesandro- opera)

And you can tell everybody
This is your song
It may be quite simple
But now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world
（三对退下，音乐落，）
公主：（沉浸）what a beautiful song, what a beautiful story.if I can experience that kind of love,I am willing to die in one second
(突然，A出现，被士兵阻拦着)
A：Let me in, let me in ,I wanna see my dad，dad,I know you are inside.
E: Amelia?
C: what’s up? who is that?
士兵一：your highness, sorry to disturb you, but this little girl said she wanted to see the prince, he said ,he said that----the prince is he* **ther
C:what?(从位子上弹起) Let her in.（对A说）you said ，who is you* **ther?
A:（扑向E）dad ,I miss you. （对C）who are you?
C;（惊恐地）IS,IS she your kid?
E:（闭眼，缓缓地） yes ,she is .
C(气愤)： (对士兵)take the girl.（对E）do you remember what I once said, to the betreayer of love,I will kill him.(拔士兵的剑对E)you know I have the ability to do it.(高傲地)
E：I know you do.（停顿，起身）
do you want to know who are the lovers in that story? what is their result? (回头看了一眼C)Let me tell you….((音乐轻起)
（旁白：E told chris all about Christy and their love story, she feels the ground is spinning,she can’t breathe at that moment）
C(疯狂地)no ,it cannot be true,it is impossible. why didn’t you tell me before, why did you cheat me for five years?
E:(平静地)to protect my family ,my kid( 抱住A) , as chritsty said.
C:but---I love you(哭腔，跪倒在地)
E(边说边走象C)chris, I remember once you said .In your life time, you can put your heart and soul to love only one person. to me ,I can only love Christy this life time. sorry, (突然夺过C手中的剑猛地插入自己胸膛)
C（歇斯底里地抱住）：NO~~~~~
E：（挣扎着说）please be good to my kid, for the sake that you—love –me(闭眼)
（女王上）
C：my husband died
QUEEN:I have seen it outside the door, don’t be too sad ,my darling
C:I killed him
Q:no,he was suicide.
C;I am the murder, without my sudden thought five years ago. He can live a happy life with his lover. Mum, why did you cheat me?
Q: because you are the pearl of this kingdom, because you should have everything you want , because I love you so much.
C(冷笑)：because of love. huh,I know ,love ，love, yeah, love is the devil that makes everything wrong ,totally--- wrong.
(音乐起，女王下，群唱，舞起)
（全剧终）

]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/9#comment 512 Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:20:44 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/9 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/8

A wrong story

第一幕 (黑幕，在宫外大街上，带着面具的男女们 随旁白缓缓出场)
旁白:every happy story always have the same ending, while every miserable story always have different beginnings. This is a story happened in 1720s , while the Queen took control of the France, Paris.
,the main street outside the palace,
(话音落，群舞，面具节喜庆的狂欢场面,0:40)
王兄：come here, see ,what are they doing(拉着胆怯的公主上场)
公主： wait , I am afraid if mother knows that we run away from the palace。。。。
王兄: don’t worry, just enjoy yourself. you have never been out of that so called palace. Here Noboby knows that you are the princess chris
舞者甲：hey, come and join us, let’s have fun。
舞者乙：you see, everybody in the city are enjoying the mask festival.
公主：mask festival?
舞者甲： yes, wear a mask ,dancing and singing all day long .so you two are outlanders?
舞者乙：whatever ,just join us(边说边把面具给公主和王兄带上，带到人群中，一起狂欢0；30)

公主：(陶醉地)wow, so interesting.(看到一个带着哥哥面具的人)，brother, do you enjoy the dance?(边说边走过去伸手揭面具，呆住)
（面具揭起，舞蹈停，画面静止，音乐起，旁白起）
旁白：chris never know ,the sunshine behind the mask will change her whole life
Ethan：（被眼前这个象得了失语症的女孩逗笑了，温柔地说）I’m sorry ms, but I suppose I am not the person you are finding
公主：（怔怔地）but the mask—
好友：ethan, Earl Edward wanna see you
E: my father? ok ,I will be back. excuse me.(作揖，和好友匆匆离去)
好友：（回头）who is she?
E:( 耸肩)I don’t know.(下)
王兄：(扯下面具从人群中出) chris, I think we should go back, what a nice day ,isn’t it
公主：yeah, a nice day~~~~
(公主不舍地看者背影，被王兄拉走，下)

第2幕
王宫中，
大臣：your majesty, nest month comes the 18th birthday of Princess chris, ,I wonder--
公主：mum(跑着上，半跪在母亲身边)，
女王：what is up, honey?
公主：I want a birthday present.
女王：(笑)darling, whatever you want , even the moon, I can give it to you.
公主：I don’t want the moon .I wan(迟疑，羞涩地)----I want a husband.
女王：WHAT？？
公主：yeah,I want a husband.（眼神坚定地看着女王）
女王： but chris, marriage is a big thing in your life, it affects your whole life’s happiness.
公主： I don’t know what the big thing mean, I just know the feeling when I met him is----is so fantastic.（音乐起） you know ,mum, my brothers are handsome indeed,but ,he is even much more handsome than them. he is like---like a sculpture. his smile is like the warmest sunshine in the world .I can’t get him out of my mind this days,even for a second.
女王：really ?who is he?
公主：he is the son of EARL Edward. His name is ETHAN.
女王：ok,I see(思考了[片刻] I promise you will be the happiest bride in the world
sweetie.（慈爱的）
公主：（ 欣喜地） thanks mum ,you are the best mother in the world.(紧紧抱住女王，随后退下)
女王：kevin
大臣：yes ,my queen
女王：prepare the wedding next month, a fabulous wedding. don’t let me down.
大臣：I beg your pardon, but as I know, EHTAN has a wife
女王：（深吸一口气）vouchsafe her a cup of poisoned wine. And make ethan come and see me now
(大臣鞠躬退下，ETHAN上，半跪)
女王：so you are ethan.
E :yes ,my Lord
女王：do you know what princess chris means to me
E: forgive my ignorance., your majesty
女王：she is my heart. even more important than the kingdom to me. I love her most among my children. I can’t stand anyone , anything that make her feel unhappy. So(转身看E,轻拍他的头) put your heart to love her, you are pride to have such a nice wife, don’t you? You can leave now。（下）
(留下诧异的E不知所措)
第三幕（急促的音乐响起）
E家中，妻子
旁白：Ethan rushes home as mad, and his wife christy is reading books quietly at home, this poor woman doesn’t feel that death is walking to her.
E: Christy,!(冲过去抱住) thanks god that you are here. Where is amlia, find her now. we three must leave here as soon as possible. I won’t marry the princess, let all the stupid things go to hell.
C: wait wait. Honey. what happened?
旁白：E tells Christy what the queen told him. Christy is totally shocked ,but soon, she calms down.
C：listen to me,
E: believe me I won’t marry her. You and me will be together forever, let’s run away
C:listen to me. don’t act as a child, you shouldn’t be so impetuous.
E:it is not impetuous ,it is love.
E:but if we run away, what about ou* **mily, our mother and father, they will be sentenced to death,do you have the heart to let this happen? so. maybe ,maybe this is our destiny
E:But~~~
(这时，大臣率领士兵到了他们家，大臣端着毒酒，士兵将E 和C分开)
K： please drink it up, it is vouchsafed by the Queen, hope you can live a happy life in the heaven. Madam. God bless you(放下毒酒,威严地看着C，音乐轻起)
E：No, don’t , don’t drink it, please ，we still have so many dreams that haven’t come true.
C: （深情地忘着他）we cannot be too selfish, we must think about ou* **mily, sorry , honey, take good care of our daughter Amelia. I will wait for you in the heaven.(猛地喝下)
E：（撕心裂肺）NO~~~~~~
（C漫漫起身，唱，舞，2侍女伴）
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again?
today I fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could
Your love do for me?
When will love be
Through with me?
Why live life from
Dream to dream
And dread the day
When dreaming ends? (1;40)
(C随歌止，倒下，E挣脱士兵扑上去抱住C，唱)
There was a girl
A very strange enchanted girl
They say she wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very nice was she

And then one day
A magic day she passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This she said to me
"The greatest thing youll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return"
(随着音乐渐渐弱，旁白起，灯光按下)
旁白：from this moment, E promise to himself, he will treat that princess ,with cruelty and apathy， to commemorate the death of christy，NOW，the only thing he cares about in the world is their daughter :Amelia----)










]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/8#comment 512 Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:18:14 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/8 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/7 虽然以前在高中也编过音乐剧,但是和这次还是有些区别的.第一,这次讲的是跟爱情有关的,毕竟爱情是人类永恒的话题嘛.高中时是不敢这么明目张胆地讲爱情的,还记得班主任对我说:我们这个年纪演有关爱情剧还为时过早,毕竟我们没有足够的这方面的阅历.说也是,虽然到现在也不见得更懂了多少,但是就凭看到的校园里班里,一对对甜甜蜜蜜,招摇过市的小情侣们.我想,现在演出来接受起来就不会那么别别妞妞不请不愿了把.第二,以前排演音乐剧,台词和剧情我都是边说边排的,懒得把东西写下来.但是这次为了防止到时候混乱,就先写下来,反正这段时间闲着也闲着.
说道排演,就不免回想起高中时候的那段时光,真的很让人难忘,现在再在参加过那次排练的同学面前讲到那次排练的时光,每个人都会有一大段感慨要发,简单地说,就是痛并快乐着.抢排练场地,长时间的排练和课业的压力,各个小细节的反复斟酌,灯光音乐的不断改动,选角的尴尬,最让人头痛的就是一些同学没法表现出角色要的那种感觉,但是也不乏快乐,一些男生搞笑夸张的刻意逗笑,使紧张的排练气氛舒缓了不少,最后排出成果以后的自豪感和成就感,直到现在,感觉起来好象就在昨天.
还有一个意想不到的好处,就是排练的那段时间,我瘦多了.
而对于将要到来的在一个完全不同的集体里排演这幕音乐剧,说实话,我忧喜参半,喜的是我们班有太多有艺术才华的人,这无疑会给节目增色不少,忧的是,大家都太有个性,但是一旦有太多有个性的意见而是最后难以统一的话,那将是一个非常棘手的问题.但是不管怎么样,我还是觉得非常有信心的,相信我们这个集体是最棒的,相信我们会把压力化为动力,相信我们在07年会再一次创造属于我们的辉煌.期待~~~
]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/7#comment 512 Sun, 11 Feb 2007 12:54:34 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/7 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/6 ]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/6#comment 512 Fri, 26 Jan 2007 18:24:07 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/6 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/5 ]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/5#comment 512 Wed, 24 Jan 2007 17:30:00 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/5 http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/4 ]]> http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/4#comment 512 Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:18:25 GMT http://173994627.qzone.qq.com/blog/4