http://305588089.qzone.qq.com Sun, 29 Nov 2009 08:33:15 GMT Qzone zh-cn Copyright (C), 2005-2008, Tencent Tech. Co., Ltd. Sun, 11 Oct 2009 04:30:08 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1255235408 从9月30号晚上开始，从香港到西贡，从西贡坐12个小时的长途大巴经过金边到siem reap。三天后再从siem reap到金边，西贡。然后飞到phu quoc，5天后从phu quoc回到西贡。总共10天，过于简单的行程。现在意识到真正的旅行需要更多的时间。因为我原本的计划是从广西入境越南，从南到北穿越越南。然后从东到西穿过柬埔寨。最后停在泰国。我甚至希望加上Laos，穿过泰国以后再去印度，尼泊尔然后进入西藏。但是10天时间是不可能做到的，我先前的计划最少需要30天。如果加上印度尼泊尔。应该需要两个月。不过我下次会走完的。



这次旅程中，Ha Noi，Hoi An，Da lat。。。很多漂亮的地方我都没有去，甚至我都没有在金边做过久的停留。因为雨季天空太多云彩，也没有在bakeng山上看到世界上最美的日落。或许像人说的，世界上最美的日落，是不应该让太多人看到。对旅行者来说，更好的风景是在行走中不经意间的看到的美丽，我们可以驻足，停留。并且独自聆望它很久。
在Bakeng，我们只有一些很简单的照片。而且是用我的手机照的：


在Siem reap我们认识了荷兰来的Esther和菲律宾来的Anti san，Esther从荷兰到泰国，从泰国到Laos，再从Laos到Siem reap。我们在从金边去siem reap的大巴车上遇见。在siem reap一直在一起，很开心的3天。走的时候她去Phuket，我们去Phu quoc。都是泰国湾上的岛，不过一个靠近荷兰，一个靠近中国。我们留下了联系方式，约好下次在荷兰或者在中国再见。她特别希望看长城，在我的说服下，西安也会在她的中国计划里，她住在荷兰的一个小城，欧式的小房子里。要我去欧洲一定去她那里。
Anti San是missionary，来siem reap六个月帮助这里的孤儿和教堂的建设。我们也留下了联系方式，希望她能去大连的UDTC看看。可惜她不是来旅游的，不能和我们一起去Angkor Wat。不过希望她能真正帮助这里的孤儿。让这个贫苦的国家在主的世界得救赎。
Esther也是基督徒，在欧洲的基督学校上过学，也曾听说过UDTC。不过她的组织我没听说过。




在Siem reap，基本上有机会能跟你碰上的人都会说比较好的英文，这一点比越南要好很多。旅程中我碰到的英文最好的一个人就在Siem reap。
Siem reap是因为Angkor wat而存在的。Angkor是千百年前的首都，甚至是引领整个中南半岛各国的中心。Angkor wat里建筑的精美和工程的浩大，丝毫不比故宫博物院逊色。年代却更为久远。夹杂着各个时期风格的Angkor thom。既有印度教的痕迹，更有佛教的根源。高棉王国在数百年前外敌的侵入下被迫迁都。之后废弃的都城竟然被人遗忘在丛林里，只是偶尔有僧人参拜。直到200年前，一个寻找新蝴蝶物种的法国生物学家才发现了它，迅速被世界认可。现在一种说法，Angkor wat是世界7大奇迹之一。很多人为了在Angkor wat拍照而在siem reap待了数10年。也有很多人为了看到世界上最美的日落而守候了几个月。
因为当地政府无力维护这个伟大的世界遗产，联合国接手了Angkor wat，各国政府也积极参与对Angkor wat的修复。最多的是日本和法国。当然也有中国人的身影。全人类都在那里为保护我们祖先的遗产投入了大量心血，所以希望大家去了不要吝惜门票。去之前也最好对印度教和佛教的历史略做了解。




相对来说越南人富有，他们好像善于经商。柬埔寨人更加贫困，地处热带，住房卫生条件很差，雨季经常洪水泛滥。市场和街道上污水横流，市场上的人们就站在污水里工作，买卖商品。在金边到西贡的路上有横渡湄公河的渡口，渡口上很多商贩贩卖劣质食品，还有很多小孩乞丐。在烈日下光着上身，不厌其烦的敲打停着等渡船的汽车,希望得到游客的施舍。这里的孩子没有机会接受现代教育，从小就开始学习各种谋生手段。因为事先没有准备，只能把随身的一些港币和笔还有在KFC吃饭得到的电子游戏机给了他们。下次去，要事先买一些笔和书本之类的物品分给他们。



去过phu quoc的都人说Phu Quoc要比bali还有redang之类的要好，虽然都在同一纬度，但是Phu quoc更少被人打扰。刚刚开发的旅游海岛，以前只是泰国和柬埔寨王室成员的专属度假地。岛上有7万人。当地人很原始。地貌也很独特，有高山河流瀑布。西岸的海滩海风比较大，沙滩松软，适合居住和沙滩运动。我们就住在西岸的long beach。紧靠海滩的一排房子。傍晚可以打沙滩排球和海上冲浪。其余的时间可以坐在海滩发呆捉螃蟹挖沙子把自己埋起来晒衣服鞋袜。。。人很少，没人打扰；海也很干净，从来没被污染过。








东岸因为邻近大陆，海比较浅，浅蓝的海水细白的沙滩，很少的游人。比世界任何一个地方都更有吸引力。很适合海上运动，可以享受很刺激的jetski。但可惜没有ski board，不能在海上冲浪。只有一个很大的类似救生圈的大圆气饼。人可以趴在上面让jetski带着狂甩，不过一定要抓紧了，要不然会被甩开的。








由于骑摩托车摔伤，我有snorkeling，只是在海上钓起了两条鱼，海鱼比淡水鱼容易钓很多。






]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1255235408#comment 134218241 Sun, 11 Oct 2009 04:30:08 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1255235408 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1253732563 从7月20号到现在。两个月了。已经习惯了东南亚吹过的湿热季风。不过这里不开冷气我一刻也受不了，所以开始怀念大连不要空调电扇的盛夏。也习惯了这里低劣的CHURCH 和 BIBLE STUDY。 比UDTC的要差很多。香港的SOLOMON倒是不错。还有一个在JORDAN的忘记了名字的教堂。
工作连续了两个月。旅行也是很累，竟然有一个周末往返了深圳--广州--大连--广州--香港。只是坐火车去太平山顶，晚上去维多利亚湾看看灯火的繁华虚无。不爱逛街，所以和别人出去一般都是坐在某个阴凉角落。
不过最近的假期让我们都有放松很多。10月1日有一次旅行，原打算从广西出境，从Ha Noi到Saigon穿越整个越南后经过柬埔寨的Angkor Wat，最后从泰国回香港。但是由于时间的限制。只能从香港飞到Saigon往返，以Saigon为中心旅游。这样泰国不得不省略。还好现在认为是因祸得福，因为这样可以让我的行程更加集中，多出的时间可以去世界4大美岛之一的Phu quoc。也可以去bakeng看世界最美的日落。还有Hoi An的一条路，被美国地理杂志评为一生中必去的50美景之一。美中不足的是原有的旅伴因为各种原因纷纷退出，最后只剩下我和孟冰心一起。其实两个男的，还不如我自己去。(LOL)。我相信我自己的旅行可以迸发出更好的旅行日记。
晚上3点。再过一个多小时我该睡了。 ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1253732563#comment 134218240 Wed, 23 Sep 2009 19:02:43 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1253732563 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1242023456
苏州可以玩的古迹太多，要是季节对，石街还能砸神仙。吃的有阳澄湖大闸蟹和各种甜品。
整个苏州城给人的感觉就是非常非常的老，非常非常的具有中国古代的建筑文化风格和江南水乡的意蕴。城市里到处是古刹和古塔。有孙权报母恩的北寺塔，有西晋初年兴建，曾一度成为中国最大道观的玄妙观。城外有寒山寺和枫桥夜泊。当然更有拙政园和虎丘。。。

在车上，远处的塔就是孙权建造的北寺塔：



城内到处可见的小桥，水，还有船。



观前街的玄妙观：




拙政园和虎丘名气很大。去之前了解他的历史文化渊源时就深刻的感受到了。拙政园是中国四大名园；至于虎丘，苏东坡说过：“来苏州不游虎丘乃一憾事也。”可见这两个地方的地位。苏东坡的话也充分说明了当年他尽在苏州和杭州混了（杭州西湖有个苏堤是他修的，苏州又有诸多和他有关的故事。）人间天堂，自然受文人骚客的眷顾。怪不得当年康熙老南巡微服私访。就连我这样的游子，也会忍不住偷偷想想在这里住下来会是个什么样子：溪水缓缓的流，两岸的杨柳，偶尔走过一座小桥，溪边不经意的冒出一些亭子和走廊。。。其实梦里的图片，在苏州都可以找到：










拙政园是明朝的王献臣初建的，因为他隐居这里种菜养花，他把自己说成拙者，自己的政事就是养花种草引水修桥。”拙政”由此而来。它是苏州园林的代表。由于名气太大，而且在各种中外电视文献图片里早已经对它了解得非常充分。所以没去那里。太极致绚丽张扬的东西我不是很喜欢。

虎丘的历史文化更加悠远，可以追溯到公元前2500多年，当年吴王铸件，死后把自己深爱的宝剑全部陪葬在这里。就是现在的剑池。（剑代表了当时的综合国力，就像现在的载人航天宇宙飞船。谁造出来好的谁就牛。而且当时战乱不断，所以各国都致力于制造锋利的宝剑。）由于那些历史典故早已经耳熟能详，剑池边还有颜真卿的真迹。所以虎丘是我第一个去的地方，其实众多文人已经写过很多关于他的志记，肯定比我写出来要好很多，所以感兴趣的可以去查阅一下。这里我还是很乐意分享虎丘的照片。附上图片说明：
虎丘春秋时代苏州地处吴国，苏州城里的虎丘成为了吴中第一山。后来又有众多文人对它大相赞叹。使它名声很大。

虎丘剑池是虎丘的前山，云岩寺下，相传这里是吴国国王的墓地，有无数宝剑埋葬在这个底下，还有当时修筑剑池吴王墓地的无数工匠们在修好墓地后也被陷害葬身于此。鲜血染红了这里的岩石，所以这里的石头到现在都泛红色。虎丘剑池四个字是颜真卿的真迹。当然这里几乎每一个篆刻都有自己的故事。



云岩寺塔，在虎丘的顶部，塔的高度甚至超过虎丘的高度。因为有千年历史，所以宝塔有些倾斜。而且杂草丛生。

前四张照片是虎丘的前山，有人说，虎丘的前山都是人文的景观，那后山，就是自然景观了，还有很精致的苏州园林：

后山下的一片竹林，很喜欢这里。


初夏，很多夏天的野花都开放了。这里的草地绝没有人工的，都是很原始的草地。


典型的中国园林。




很突兀的花




林子里的小屋。

寒山寺和枫桥夜泊虽然有诸多古诗对其赞叹，这里就是：“姑苏城外寒山寺，夜半钟声到客船”的出处。但出于宗教立场我也不能过多评论。附上照片，那里香火很旺盛，可以求签拜佛：




其实对于苏州，到处都给了我很深刻的印象。甚至差点被我遗忘的定园，也是小桥流水，亭台楼阁。非常典型的江南园林：





好了，半个月内去了两次上海，终于把苏州和杭州都走了。中国境内又画下了一个重要的一个勾。华东地区，我更喜欢苏州，更多人文的气息，更加妩媚不张扬。用CAM的话:Very petty bourgeois.现代的苏州更是GDP在中国排第五。

PS,山炮一下：真好，论古比大连更有文化底蕴，论今科技比大连发达。就是太热了。才5月份气温就飞升到了34度。害我回大连冷的直哆嗦。（那天大连13度） 嘘！~~~~~ ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1242023456#comment 134218241 Mon, 11 May 2009 06:30:56 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1242023456 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1239087666 杭州从来没有过红极一时的辉煌。至多只是南宋汴京时期的喧闹，那也是因为诸多绘画艺术流传至今才让人得知。但是上天肯定是对杭州独特的喜爱，既让他没有经历历史烽火的洗礼，也不用在政治上发生什么重大事件也始终让人钟情。杭州毕竟没有北京那样张扬的大气磅礴，恨不得全天下都知道的尊贵。杭州也没有一丝卑微的姿态，更不会自是得张扬。即使秀丽到让人惊叹，说话的姿态还是收敛沉着。
悠闲地踱步，是感受西湖最好的方式。围着它一圈，有太多的故事沉积在湖水里：
著名的诗人苏轼和白居易在杭州当过官，他们在西湖组织修建了两座堤坝，当时可能是为了疏通水道或者是防止洪水。后来人们为了怀念他们，在堤边种花养草，分别把这两座堤坝叫做苏堤和白堤。一到春天，湖光春树映衬远处的山峰，非常美丽。现在的苏堤春晓成为了西湖十景排名第一的景点。（下面是随便选取的几个苏堤照片，现在正好是春天，前一天也刚刚下完雨，花草繁盛，空气还弥漫着潮潮的泥土的香润。）











岳飞生活在杭州，死后也埋在杭州。岳飞是汉族人抗击侵略的爱国典范，是民族英雄。但被人陷害而死。他的尸体被一个正义人士冒死收藏，直到死后二十四年得到平反才重新安葬。当然害死他的那些四大奸臣也长跪在岳飞墓的一个角落，一跪就是800多年。受人唾骂。岳飞墓现在叫岳王庙。（下面的照片是选取的几个岳王庙，因为有当地的忌讳，岳飞的坟墓和秦桧的跪像还是大家自己去看吧。）







梁山伯和祝英台共度青春的书院也在西湖边，十八相送也自然就在那里发生。一个人因为不舍另一个人的离开，在一个长堤上反复送了十八次。他们谱写了中国最经典的爱情故事。有杭州人告诉我，情侣在西湖的长堤上手拉手走过去就会永不分开。（没有照片）

西湖还成就了许仙和白娘子的爱情。西湖是他们初识的地方，断桥又是他们重逢的地方。此后雷锋塔下压着白娘子，在鲁迅笔下代表着中国妇女在封建时代被压迫的地位。1924年雷峰塔倒了，中国的女性翻身了。2000年现代杭州又重新修建了雷峰塔，塔顶全是黄金。新时代的塔当然没有旧塔的历史内涵，因为中国女性现在的地位好像已经很高了。不管怎样，雷峰夕照的景色得以重现。这样的景色固然不如原始的有历史沉积感。我也没有找到所谓的金山寺。（第一张就是断桥，第二张是雷峰塔。因为没有夕阳，也不是晴天，远处的塔不是很清楚）






飞来峰和灵隐寺在西湖的西北边。苏轼说过：溪山处处皆可庐,最爱灵隐飞来峰。可见他的美丽。当然灵隐寺的美还有他别的故事，灵隐的第一任主持是一个印度高僧。著名的济公和尚也是在灵隐出家当的和尚。一座2000年的古刹。一座中国佛教史上举足轻重的寺庙。（灵隐寺大门的牌子是中国一位领导人的题词。据说他妻子曾去烧香还愿。我去的时候入口康熙皇帝御赐的碑亭正在修缮。）







西湖中央有一个三潭印月岛，岛中间还有四个小湖。清朝的康熙皇帝来这里一高兴，写下了三潭印月四个字，“印”字还写错了。无论怎样，历史和人文的痕迹展现了这里独特魅力。人民币一块钱的背面图画就是杭州西湖的三潭映月。三潭映月是月明之夜才能看到的景象，恐怕我这次是不能看到了。









西湖龙井，是中国的国茶，每年最好的茶叶都要上交国家。杭州市政府为了发展旅游业，请每位来杭州旅游的客人免费品茶。新的龙井问茶这样一个景点就诞生了。当然，龙井村的美丽也超过了我的想象，宛如世外桃源。那里只有茶屋，茶农和满山的茶树。生活得滋味自然很恬淡悠闲。







杭州还有中国最好的丝绸。杭绸苏绣被用于奥运会中国礼服。西湖边的中国丝绸博物馆里就能看到。

很少有这样的地方，有最经典的爱情故事；也有最荡气回肠的爱国情怀。有精致美丽到让人不忍破坏的自然环境；还有唱响千年的人文精华。所以才会说，上有天堂，下有苏杭。我们或许会对这样太过熟悉的话语感到麻木，但永远都会对这样美丽的地方动容。 ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1239087666#comment 134218241 Tue, 07 Apr 2009 07:01:06 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1239087666 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1235115671
And then,I guess from 20 to 22,I was a sort of Santa Clause christian. i was think:yeah,sure Jesus is great,Jesus is my sky,he does friendly things and he likes everybody.

When i read The New Testament,The most pacific the god's verse.and i was just struck at their divinity.I feel that human could not finger this out at all.

We just not bright enough.

I was also strucked at how authorly difficult so many the teaching the words.I was expecting go be nice to people,and be forgiving and be friendly,and that's all.
but instead you get not only should. you kill someone you should be angry with someone,and how many time should you forgive someone,as many times you can't forgive someone,no matter how many times someone wrongs you,you are called pound to give them back one time more.the teaching is quite severe.

I though,well i believe in the divinity of this,but yet it is too hard for me to keep practicing.

And for some reason,i was recollecting my years life,fingering out what did i do.If you did in your own way recognize and devinity the christ.for a while,for me,that is like going to church once a week.take part in the bible study and trying to be a very conventional christian.and there was a man commended me to a wrong way like that: the team was very restrictive,the world is so complicated.and alot of religions i was in considering didn't want to talk about how many complicated the world was.and so then i spend some time studying another religion just try to get some better





]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1235115671#comment 134218240 Fri, 20 Feb 2009 07:41:11 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1235115671 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1233891993
家乡总有我清楚的记忆,小时候喜欢阅读,总能在四合院最早的起床朗读唐诗;喜欢在大片的草地里抓小虫,和小伙伴打滚,放风筝;喜欢沿着一条小路漫游,顺着夕阳大河的流向望着远方.知道远方在前面,知道一直要往前走.

家里有一个书房,爸爸收藏了很多古老的书籍,小时候感觉父亲具有湘天楚地的文人气质和胸怀，后来因为诸多世事，不同的人和文化的冲击，让他渐渐的没有了盛年的意气风发。开始经营自己的天地，把弄古玩和花鸟鱼虫，性情温和，注重养身，怡然自得。

总有人不适合在激烈的人际关系中得到欢愉，那注定需要另一番高远心意以支撑强大的内心需求。

母亲一直善良容忍，对一切事物有美好的期望。

时间是一条缓慢但不容篡改的河流。

我们欢闹，嬉戏，睡眠，伤悲，流泪。

我们相看风景，相见，告别和回忆。

这样，就天真的忘却了吹到脸上的风和霜。 ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1233891993#comment 134218240 Fri, 06 Feb 2009 03:46:33 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1233891993 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1231226439
I wish i could lead a vagrant life and visit all places i have been looking up to.to be with local residents,to enjoy the mixed feeling come out from local life and relations.take great number of good pictures.you may finally believe that: there are diverse way of life are out there for your discover and reference once you are facing a intersection in your life.

In my mind,I was backtracking my trace in recent years.I have been to many places,I have got different relationships with different people.China and abroad,Friendship and love.some of its made me being suffered and after i was suffered,they would mostly say:YOU DESERVE IT!

yeah!i deserve it.and i would like to be suffered,will help me gain more!

I was supposed to lead a evenly and wateriness life to be with my parents and my love.like many Chinese does.but i prefer saying:NO WAY to it.like someone singed:"i don't know why i love you,but i do."

Assume that i m more naive than months ago according to my words above. I don't care! ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1231226439#comment 134218240 Tue, 06 Jan 2009 07:20:39 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1231226439 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1228817376
But my whole attitude towards the city had undergone a subtle change while i was roaming the downtown:luxury brands;people with diverse colors and crowned streets.streets all seems to be alleyways,even main streets.

A city fully filled by materials and temptations.

A city which can make you feel poverty in property no matter how much money do you have.

Like in New york.

There aren't just negatives,there are some others:

The convenient municipal infrastructure:such as cloverleaf metro system.they have superior servise industral and colorful people.

Under a close distance to mainland shenzhen in geographical,People in HK owns a compeletely different ideology.

Okay,The main reason i like the city is definitely Disneyland Resort.

lol... haha.... wow......

Disney brings you to a world of fairy tales.I would guess all of you will image that you are there on the scene with cartoon characters,enjoying the time.

Whenever,the sun sets aganist the Sleep Beauty Castle,you will surely stop walking because of its beauty.

You will consider yourself is a 4 years old kid while you having with the adventures of Winnie the Pooh.

Kids all across the world are gathering to a small world.singing the same song and enjoy all the happiness.

WOW! I nearly forgot. Space Moutain will take you to a future,many years from now,to a boundless universe. ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1228817376#comment 134217728 Tue, 09 Dec 2008 10:09:36 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1228817376 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1223213308
Annabel was, like the writer, of mixed parentage: half-English,
half-Dutch, in her case. I remember her features far less distinctly today
than I did a few years ago, before I knew Lolita. There are two kinds of
visual memory: one when you skillfully recreate an image in the laboratory
of your mind, with your eyes open (and then I see Annabel in such general
terms as: "honey-colored skin," "think arms," "brown bobbed hair," "long
lashes," "big bright mouth"); and the other when you instantly evoke, with
shut eyes, on the dark inner side of your eyelids, the objective, absolutely
optical replica of a beloved face, a little ghost in natural colors (and
this is how I see Lolita).

Let me therefore primly limit myself, in describing Annabel, to saying
she was a lovely child a few months my junior. Her parents were old friends
of my aunt's, and as stuffy as she. They had rented a villa not far from
Hotel Mirana. Bald brown Mr. Leigh and fat, powdered Mrs. Leigh (born
Vanessa van Ness). How I loathed them! At first, Annabel and I talked of
peripheral affairs. She kept lifting handfuls of fine sand and letting it
pour through her fingers. Our brains were turned the way those of
intelligent European preadolescents were in our day and set, and I doubt if
much individual genius should be assigned to our interest in the plurality
of inhabited worlds, competitive tennis, infinity, solipsism and so on. The
softness and fragility of baby animals caused us the same intense pain. She
wanted to be a nurse in some famished Asiatic country; I wanted to be a
famous spy.
All at once we were madly, clumsily, shamelessly, agonizingly in love
with each other; hopelessly, I should add, because that frenzy of mutual
possession might have been assuaged only by our actually imbibing and
assimilating every particle of each other's soul and flesh; but there we
were, unable even to mate as slum children would have so easily found an
opportunity to do. After one wild attempt we made to meet at night in her
garden (of which more later), the only privacy we were allowed was to be out
of earshot but not out of sight on the populous part of the plage.
There, on the soft sand, a few feet away from our elders, we would sprawl
all morning, in a petrified paroxysm of desire, and take advantage of every
blessed quirk in space and time to touch each other: her hand, half-hidden
in the sand, would creep toward me, its slender brown fingers sleepwalking
nearer and nearer; then, her opalescent knee would start on a long cautious
journey; sometimes a chance rampart built by younger children granted us
sufficient concealment to graze each other's salty lips; these incomplete
contacts drove our healthy and inexperienced young bodies to such a state of
exasperation that not even the cold blue water, under which we still clawed
at each other, could bring relief.

Among some treasures I lost during the wanderings of my adult years,
there was a snapshot taken by my aunt which showed Annabel, her parents and
the staid, elderly, lame gentleman, a Dr. Cooper, who that same summer
courted my aunt, grouped around a table in a sidewalk cafe. Annabel did not
come out well, caught as she was in the act of bending over her chocolat
glacè, and her thin bare shoulders and the parting in her hair were
about all that could be identified (as I remember that picture) amid the
sunny blur into which her lost loveliness graded; but I, sitting somewhat
apart from the rest, came out with a kind of dramatic conspicuousness: a
moody, beetle-browed boy in a dark sport shirt and well-tailored white
shorts, his legs crossed, sitting in profile, looking away. That photograph
was taken on the last day of our fatal summer and just a few minutes before
we made our second and final attempt to thwart fate. Under the flimsiest of
pretexts (this was our very last chance, and nothing really mattered) we
escaped from the cafe to the beach, and found a desolate stretch of sand,
and there, in the violet shadow of some red rocks forming a kind of cave,
had a brief session of avid caresses, with somebody's lost pair of
sunglasses for only witness. I was on my knees, and on the point of
possessing my darling, when two bearded bathers, the old man of the sea and
his brother, came out of the sea with exclamations of ribald encouragement,
and four months later she died of typhus in Corfu. ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1223213308#comment 512 Sun, 05 Oct 2008 13:28:28 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1223213308 http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1209995201 I take a lot for drag it.then i tried too hard about to avoid responsibility.I came here because i draged it away.I wanted to be alone.Instead i met you.I met you and you are taking anything for private.
I hope you get all the moment severe.I hope you go back to New york and sit the MET. And the room of painting of Hudson river.And i hope when you will take Lucy with you.Because i know she will love it.
I m sorry to make your life more complicated.I m sorry for a lot of things but most of all i m sorry i never get a chance to tell you.No matter what happens next. A matter be anything the grateful for every moment i spend with you.Even though i give for moving for the right words.And i really want you to stay.
Thank you! ]]> http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1209995201#comment 512 Mon, 05 May 2008 13:46:41 GMT http://305588089.qzone.qq.com/blog/1209995201