http://570503557.qzone.qq.com Sun, 29 Nov 2009 02:16:03 GMT Qzone zh-cn Copyright (C), 2005-2008, Tencent Tech. Co., Ltd. Mon, 23 Nov 2009 08:20:37 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1258964437 life span and rhythm likely speedier and more frequent when its near year's end. today i here wrote my 3rd post within weeks about my life, to accompany family recent photos shot when we dine out in a buffet. ema and I scheduled it for months, back to when i got a bonus of ￥100 from QRRS, likely for the International Journalist Day, for I once worked as crew of the cable TV branch of the company. baby just recovered from his recent heat, likely God just let him staying home to prevent the evil grandma to steal my inner clothes. He got heat in Thursday night, then stayed home for 2 days otherwise should join his kindergarten till weekend. in the Saturday dawn, i dreamed of my girl Zhou visited me, just when the evil grandma's dirty cold lingered on me in half-woke. I then had a good time with my girl Zhou, i search on the web for so long, till dawn light baptised me. then i got up earlier than usual, and be the first got up among family members, to busy on my cyberspace business. baby son while woke up urinated in quilt, first time he does and let his mom in fuss. its a special moment for me, for its my first time meeting my beloved in semi-consciousness and made love. but i didn't wet myself for we, my Royal of China, never home-stay in profaned situation.
in the buffet, i treated myself lots of coffee, after enough meat. its also my first time dining in western style, ie, with fork, knife, and spoon. i quite enjoy it. when i went to fetch my favorite food, i mistakenly took a plate to load some porridge, i at once was remind of the hard time in western history movie when people ate soup from sallow dish. ema correct my mistake. i later ate lots of porridge in cups. that's really delicious. amid the dinner, ema complained my full and no appetite to later dishes, i reviewed the buffet, and imaging the open kitchen of google. SIGH, when google's office kitchen can prevail the world likes its better than free services! when working people enjoy open and free buffet like free communication in air or on land or online, like freedom of speech, just for we r citizen of the earth!!!
this week more balanced. after settled family google voice and wave accounts, i enjoy more leisure time to read technical news via my subscriptions. google's chrome os no doubt let me in wonder. i wouldn't hesitate a second if its available for me to replace windows. i really hated the fragile security of windows, and everywhere spying or hacking behaviors in the world, esp. the dogs dominating China.
Today is again a bright day, i enjoy the warmth and brilliant sun ray since the morning. in dawn, those domestic sites blocking my posting last night turns speedy now, i too busy with posting history items to complain how many of my life wasted among lagging surf and filtered or invisibly delayed or banned posting, which turns in these months more rampant than ever. i had times told my baby son, the Hope of China and God of universe, the China authority dying in fear, and our Empire merging in dawn light from God's shine against clearer western background as basement and ground works. and time for my reunification with my beloved, my girls, turning cloudless clear.
FromFamily Haunted GoldenHans Buffetbaby son, warren zhu, enjoy his buffet.
From Family Haunted GoldenHans Buffetbenzrad, me, suggest a toast with baby son.
From Life as it extendsfamily gathering: baby and me.
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View this post »Leave a comment » ]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1258964437#comment 134218241 Mon, 23 Nov 2009 08:20:37 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1258964437 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1258345248 this is a unexpected post, for latest post just days ago. however, baby recently had a haircut and a bath, which delayed 2 weeks for his heat, too wonderful to miss, just amid the second snow of 2009 in this eccentric northeastern China city.
this week i finally got my google wave, a powerful real time collaborative online publish tool. there r already bulks of talk about the breakthrough the google new service brought, but in my view, its a kind of tool let everyone readily and easily setup a personal forum or chatroom. its really helpful, esp. for a Chinese, who is used to limit their opinions or intimacy within small private groups or forums. that's why in China forum ran so long and still a main social media for most of Chinese Internet users. the freak of China authority also likes to see the limited spread of information as well as public opinions, felt safe trapped them in forums which mostly close and membership required to join communications there. the most popular instant message tool, QQ, also set many limits one can own a group, and the size of the group, and needless to say the backend harsh keywork censorship and event logging for the police.
its a long time when i waiting for my google wave, but its too soon to see it grows into ripe. the speed of communication on Internet likely turns more concurrent, google wave surely shown the trend, but still its public page/url based allow more solitary and worthwhile consolidation of knowledge and its improvements. looking into its future, i really feel quite bright. it rightly paves the gap between blog and instant message, results into a moderner publication media.
last week is a more or less miserable week, for i in 2 or 3 days busy in office, where the shit monitor absent for his father-in-law bought a new house, and took him there to help decoration, so the corporate lan wire he occupied can be adopted by me. so i missed waiting and saluting to the tall girl likely newly employed by QRRS, my once and long time employer. the weather also pale, let me felt gloomy. but now, the second snow surely kills, kills the evil and destroys the spies and surveillance cast over me and my Royal of China. i hope i led to the girl steadily, and God grant my beloved sooner joining my new life in this year end.
baby son these days tentatively increases threshold to bail me from approaching or kissing him, who likely contented or was encouraged to show contented with affection from his mother and his mother's family. his mother, emakingir, indeed very cheap, tries all means to cater to baby son's sometimes unreasonable dependence, to smother him in her poison love soups. that's all her and her family's plot to evil convert my baby son into their heir. God sees what a laugh it can be.
last night i taught baby and his mom another lesson, when ema clanged to a hot TV series nowadays on CCTV, the monopoly domestic media, that China nowadays' authority, CCP, mainly got their fortune from being a soldier, so long history of the republic bragging worker, including soldier, and defames scientists as a group. but the world of citizen all animals, none left in the end of their lives, except scientists and knowledge they gathered. baby first refused to sleep alone me, amid his parents, but later did after quite some silent moment echoing my powerful comment.
OK, its time to bid farewell. my dear girls, Masheng, zhou, Taiwan girl, Lü and Jiang, i badly need ur love in this boring season. my road here seemingly leading me toward the girl in my once work unit, but my eyes wide open, my palace spaciously empty for u. i wide and bewilderingly searching u from the vast starry sky. closer to me, my God, my beloved!
From baby son's haircut&bathplayful baby on the snow heap.
Frombaby son's haircut&bathbaby rest amid the haircut.
From baby son's haircut&bathDON'T itch me: baby in bath.
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messy hair ends: baby having haircut.
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]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1258345248#comment 134218241 Mon, 16 Nov 2009 04:20:48 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1258345248 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1257921284 these days mostly sunny days, with warm air and enlightening sun ray. this week i enjoyed my working space a lot: with twitter updates in view, and instant message of most accounts ready at fingertip. what's most exciting, i got google voice for 3 family google accounts, in the cheat of American user. even now i don't have a single friend outside of inland, i still felt quite contented with the powerful tool google offers. i in view the day China united with the freedom world in borderless clearly. i envision China can be a interesting and respectable partner of the fruitful Christian culture.
also we got quite some social sites interwoven. i finished the needed authentication to let post to my facebook, twitter via 3rd part tools, like seesmic or brizzly, both too nice to miss. i see its quite right to make full use of this kind of posting against spying eye from day to day harsh China surveillance. the world of cyberspace merging into coherence while China authority tries all its means to separate China from the world democracy, Chinese to global citizen.
this week we less gamed, for after experience so many breathtaking large games, baby son and me both loathed to try less interesting games, or small games. but a recent release, "De blob", attracted him 2 nights. he gamed it alone. we also picked his favorite game, "Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Balls", we made progress in once dead lock in another large game.
its a peaceful warm winter afternoon now. i didn't saw the tall girl in QRRS for 2 days, in the rush time of QRRS, my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise. last time when i shown my salute from my office window, she abrupt cut way to the other side of the road just under my window with her female companion. i see its a signal of her loath of waiting and being watched. the coming 2 days i busy in office, missing the rush time people's flow outside of the lane. i really don't intend to do anything, i trust God to bring me my beloved. and by the way, now i want to attend my baby till he grows 8 years on the earth. on the other side, i would never miss a chance to live in the harmony with my girl, in warmth of new life.
its work time now. dogs around biting heavily as usual. the day before yesterday i decided to give up the inspire upon a cute girl in the community of 139.com, a affiliate of the monopoly of Chinamobile. i got holy message that the name is complicated for me, for my longing for sanity and dewy, longing of pure girl. i see ever brighter future of my love.
bye for now, all my beloved. i pray u r in right mood and feeling love of the blessed, love of peace. winter coming, chill gathering, but lasting is the saint and pure light heart.
From Life as it extendsthe road every day baby son, warren zhu, took the bus to his kindergarten. the far end is railway telcom.
From Life as it extendsthe best beloved, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe, in fighting game, in his mom's house, with his new pants.
From Life as it extendssunset, tower, and ravens' gathering in early winter in Qiqhar.
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new moon appears early in early winter dusk. baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, in his fighting game, with his favorite new pants.

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See and download the full gallery on posterous ]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1257921284#comment 134218241 Wed, 11 Nov 2009 06:34:44 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1257921284 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1256633854 these weeks a bit busy, for the freedom world offers so manyinvalueable stuff. in these weeks, my family sites continued to expand,now including delicious accounts, which now support yahoo account'sautomaitcally login; tumblr blogs, which so powerful while so fit;seesmic, a twitter client can help me bypass the deadly blocking oftwitter from China surveillance; and tweet.im, an autoposting servicebinding with gtalk account. i also seeing family site expanding withindemestically, including 139.com, an affiliate of the monoply company,China mobile, and dii.cn, a twitter clone with neat interface. sinceyesterday, i felt i should preserve family 2 new namespace, riveryogfor me and warozhu for baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China and God ofuniverse, with facebook, the best and largest social network. Chinasurveillance likely blocking facebook's sms service within itssovereign, for i tried several mobiles, none can receive facebook'sverifying code in sms. i tried to reach out a Taiwanese among my googlecontacts, but his mobile also can't receive my facebook's verifyingcode.
these weeks mostly sunny days. with God's beam, i like to fly atwill. China surveillance blocking more and more famous sites, includinggoogle sites, goole apps, tumblr, hellotxt, posterous, and yahoo meme,but i was never daunted, each time i lose an open voice channel, iwould try to compensate with new reach out to more brilliant westernworld sites. God's message never fade, or wind-gone, but populatespringly. i enjoy seeing my future people voice here now, a missingtreat for my loneliness i suffered so far in this eccentric corner ofnortheastern China. i enjoy the virtual team in God's shine, upon everydirections of the globle.
its also mostly lightened days, with so many games. baby son madeevery free moment gamed on my new notebook with my companion, imersingin games like "frontline" or "call of duty". play games is my long timedream, esp. when i saw quite less informed persons also enjoythemselves a lot in games, esp. first person shotting. i always love tosee the advanced applications of artifical intelligence, or complicateinteractive between human and robot or machine system, like games. butpreviously i always engaged in stuff more concrete, like download,resource management, site building, learning, etc. but baby'sinvitation these days drew me into hot games so deep and so imersing,that i really felt the world of colorful and possible.
its a bright moment now, seeing sunshine over the trees parrel tooffice window. dog on facing desk biting heavily, as usual, and thedead roaming in the corridor. i enjoyed so many golden moments in mylife. last night, i asked baby son to sleep alone me, he did after sometime of play. in mid night, all of us, including his mother, emakingir,woke up, in God's set, to celebrate the love and glory. i just dreamedof a lonely pilot, who fight persistantly. God shown me what's manlyand what's the ultimate hardness and grace a blessed can be. i again,after many times seen before in the end of holy dreams, the mightiestGod, and the non-impossible.
yes, gays and dogs biting now around. killing them just a matter ofseconds. i see my second wife, Masheng, from Japan, changed thismorning my bank deposit book into a deposit card, i saw the wells of myfamily never plentier and stronger.
at noon i again saw the tall girl in QRRS, walking passed my officewindow. i sticked my head outside of the window, likely she noticed me.she is tall and fit, i hope God don't train more me harsh and coarsewith loneliness and ever harder hopes in perished.
Ok, now, Omen, God, save my Empire, bring me my beloved. From Life as it extends
benzrad, me, proud dad, holding baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, for a shot by emakingir.From Life as it extends
a corner view of south park, near emakingir's house. baby playing his scooter with his mom's companion.From Life as it extends
bright beaming: baby son, warren zhu, in a lol.
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more of my Autumn weekend hauntout.


See and download the full gallery on posterous ]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1256633854#comment 134218241 Tue, 27 Oct 2009 08:57:34 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1256633854 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1255581047 but now all things so bright. the China authority resolved tochallenge the common sense. quite some lames supposed the tightensurveillance will loose after the special period of National Day march,but it was not the case in this year and this time. the loser broke themind, doomed to farewell to its once appealing, doomed to separateChina with the world, peaceful people with the docile. the Internetcensorship turning more and more harsh and smooth most free mind andgood wishes Chinese hold so far under the faked forged socialism.
these days my pc os was hacked, or my web traffic under arbitralfiltering. my web traffic never overlap 90KB/s, since yesterday thegrandma clean the house and i also at the moment refurnish my os withcommon software's update. in last 2 days i tried lots of way to makeclear what's wrong with the lagging and sometimes unstable Internettraffic. but most of my works led lighter to the endeavor of hiddendark hand over my os and my account or audit or filter in my InternetISP's router or network hardware. net neutral, a purpose pushing in US,a far cry and forever utopia for Chinese in Socialism dome, just likeits doctorate died decades among the bloody red starred geopolitics.but i know world aligns to change, including the dying China mainland,as God promised me, as the Empire in my title and host from hundredyears ago from my glorious ancestor. China determined to change, sincethe history of the world. the dying sin let to supervise the scary landin these years, was ordered to leave now. a brighter sky encompassingthe land emerging from the dim and dark.
OK, its sunny now outside of my office. i was the blessed to own thevast land, China. i was testified to claim here again, as the theft ofstate nowadays frequent deaf due to their greediness.
From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halobaby bathed at home in warm late Autumn
From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halobaby watching his mom gaming and enjoy team gaming.
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See and download the full gallery on posterous ]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1255581047#comment 134218241 Thu, 15 Oct 2009 04:30:47 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1255581047 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1254801921 the vacation of China National Day and lunar Mid-Autumn Day, almost passed. baby son, warren zhu, and me, benzrad, enjoyed larger and newer games which can drive my new acer AS 4736G to its full load, beyond wilderness. i also made good use of time when i was left with baby alone when his mom attending her school, to let baby son know more God and the mission of our Royal of China. i also condemned his mother and her family a lot. also a lot of time wasted attending games' download, which very lagging. we just found the beauty of larger pc games, like "Frontline: fuel of war" and "call of duty: modern warfare", both larger than 4 GB, which cost me for 2 and more days to download from p2p. i tried "Frontline" with baby son, who also been attracted at once, but later baby son ditched me and follow his visiting uncle's playing with it, for the uncle more a veteran on games. he was asked to come over to break my intimate time with baby by baby's mother, who likely felt my talk and my critics with baby upon her when she absent.
these days in vacation really sometimes ignite my sex desire. i longing for my girls a lot. but i sure seeing God consoles me with our promised gathering with all my beloved in coming months. i saw God let me endure to lighten the coming elation of new life. i promise all my girls of my full heart, with full fruitful.
its a gloomy morning. i don't fear the spying eyes from China surveillance. i saw budding like spring rains, weak but insistent. i saw blessing of God like warmest and brightest sunshine, killing and healing. i saw my promised love like rains rampant and torrential.


View allGet your ownFrombaby son, warrenzh's worksbaby's work.
From My second notebook, an Acer AS4736Gmy second notebook, her membership of my family since Aug 28th, 2009.
From Life as it extendsan early full moon near lunar Mid-Autumn Day.
View allGet your own ]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1254801921#comment 134218241 Tue, 06 Oct 2009 04:05:21 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1254801921 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1254224507 From life as it extendsour city skyline under the brilliant Sun.Fromlife as it extendsbaby son, warren zhu, hope of China, talk to his mom in football game.From life as it extendsbaby in game.From life as it extendsa bug on office window.

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more than a week since my last post. this week seemingly main busy with larger sized games, like "front line: fuel of war", and warez's download. i addict to warez, ie. pirate software, like 0day's release, has been a long time. the warez help me a lot when i worked for my previous job, heading design for a enterprise's cable TV branch. after left the job, i tried to keep with the daily float of pirate warez, but finally got up, for too time costing, as well as source of release in China mainly constrained within forums, which i disliked gradually, in the process of my own identity grows, till today's my web presence. u can google "benzrad" or "benzillar", my most frequent namespace, and the result will show u my cyberspace activities. i had told others many times, here i can again assert, Chinese like intimacy, while western citizen more cherish independent open relation. in general, Chinese have more dark view upon social relation, esp. the society, and indeed they behave morally inferior. that's the reason of its culture's fall in recent history. their native born belief turns darker and poorer than God in Christian. they far less respectable than a civilian of the western.
in the beginning i felt anxious about my access to warez, but i felt the open cyberspace should be the larger reality. and now i see the day. now i quite enjoy web hosted warez, like rapidshare, upload, and lots among the net disk, including demostic. i really glad to see my works in these years rewarding, one reason based on its opening and independence, like my sites and domain. i really proud of them.
this week i more times felt the leaving off my old family, and pending status i beset now. i hope i can left my baby son, warren zhu, after he takes elemental school, and sleeps on his own bed. these years, namely, has been 4 years, his parents mainly holding him aside on bed in night, except in 2006 when i lingered in the dormitory of QRRS, my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise, just after i fired for divorce with my baby's mother. i all time praying for a new life, for i think from the start the family of my baby's mother is evils, and never fit for me, far less my Royal in God's glory. my baby's mother let me leave my baby several days after his birth, and the evils family, all left to be female, never enjoy sun light and kept in dark from me, including its financial situation which they likely close-mouthed most. in these years, i never gave up finding myself a new life, a new home for my baby to let him enjoy which house he likes to stay. i also felt i deserve a better routine life, esp. better food and enjoyable life style.
these days i sometimes felt gloomy, esp when its indeed cloudy. i reviewed sometimes my depressed love on beauty, on spiritual knowledge, i felt God wouldn't let me equipped with such a subtle eyes and mind of beauty while don't let me enjoy it and hold in constant reach. i believe God forges me and my beloved, just a case of time in search.
these days i noticed a tall neaty girl walked alone the road of QRRS, my once and long time employer, in its rush time. she likely a new employee of the company. i like her temperament. she likely has a long legs, and slim figure. my heart pumps more air and pray more deeper when i saw her each time, and i at once connect her with my missing girl zhou, the love ignite my web search and beginning of most of my cyberspace presence. i pray God now let me reunite with my beloved, and shift my life span toward a new landscape.
yes, that's it, i wouldn't leak more on it. only God know why i put my hope in it. i live for my pray, for my hope, for my bliss from God, my dad. ]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1254224507#comment 134218241 Tue, 29 Sep 2009 11:41:47 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1254224507 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1253175599 FromFamily&folks a‘ hometown journeybenzrad, me, in hometown journey, on front yard of his passed dad's house.

family entertained in a nearby river soon after reunited.

baby bathed in warm Autumn dusk.
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Fromlife as it extends
3 days before the day i left my hometown, village Zhudajiu,
where i lingered for 3 months,and lives here my baby's mother's home
for 3 months. life quite regular between my office and baby's
mother,emakingir's house. i routinely stay in office for 5 hours, from
8:30am to 2:30 pm. in office i rip off Internet access and had to find
other things to kill time. first i used roommate's Internet access when
he absent, but the demon with a born spying eye trying to bargain with
me payment for the usage, so i now totally stay in office offline.
mostly i can immersed in reading ebook, esp. biographies of scientists,
or sorting my hard disk, enjoy the plenty of warez and ebooks got from
web.anyone really love the web can't praise the boundlessness of
evaluable resources, most of them can gain by download. that lesson
exactly the American people, who enjoy booming of information explosion
since the descending of Internet, teaches me, and leads me to deep
faith in God's saint and meaningful.i learn God from US people and
their well beings.



since the first day i rejoin the office life, i remind
myself being idle in office can be a beneficial experience for my
mission, for the road of God over China needs time to clear unclear and
bias. and according to most Chinese living standard i shouldn't rely on
the speediness and expedience of Internet on finger tip. and my threat
to the China authority nowadays can't be hidden by the peace so far i
enjoyed. so i decided to enjoy leisure of mind as well as bodily in
office where most staff wasting the resourceful Internet, doing board
games, reading novels, watching movies, or even fed up by turning away,
all this kind of simpler and boring activities. i know a far larger and
firmer world beyond the constrain i was set in this eccentric city of
northeastern China i grew 19 years just to overcome it to see through
all China territory and beyond the Pacific ocean. i know God let me
stand firmly on my own feet, after pains and endurance of empty brain
and tastelessness.



Its a sunny day, even sometimes flow over some clouds.last
night it drizzled, after the bright sunset of yesterday. I felt surely
i was baptized when i got up earlier and launched to setup auto posting
on some sites of mine, after one of my account reported
compromised.China surveillance capture my web traffic with a spying eye
on my web confidential not for moments, but for years without break.i
trust my words to God, just likes my mission here in the barren and
scurry land since the fell of Ming Dynasty, whose Emperor bred me and
my Royal of China again in progress.



this moment i saw the still green and yellow leaves of
trees outside of my office. a even brighter future for China in my
view. i belongs to God, my dad, and lives long, manly and energetic as
the Son, source of saviour for livings on the earth. China lives, and
only lives in God's bless, no other way to save itself. and a more
cohesive world lives in love, brotherhood, and most of all, faith in
God one.



OK, i bid a lot here about the right path. i praying every moment
for my new life with my fiancees, my source of young, passion of life.
i praying for gathering with my beloved, Masheng, Zhou, Taiwan girl,
Lü, Jiangyue. i pray for my wedding with my girls, and my first house
of my own, with my bride or brides. i deserved a new life now, with my
tenderest.



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]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1253175599#comment 135270401 Thu, 17 Sep 2009 08:19:59 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1253175599 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1252884387 Posted by benzrad zhu to benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly...
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baby just haunted outside with his grandma, while i busy with posting his recent paintings, as well as my recent photos.then his mother bathed him even there is a boy student receiving ema's tutorial here. i dislike ema don't pay attention to privacy but God shows me it doesn't matter.its a warm Autumn dusk, bright and dry sunshine through the window of our balcony cast a loveable and moving family peace in the house.
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]]> http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1252884387#comment 134218241 Sun, 13 Sep 2009 23:26:27 GMT http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1252884387 http://570503557.qzone.qq.com/blog/1252884039 Posted by benzrad zhu to benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly...
2 months passed since my return from my hometown, Zhudajiu, Central China. i quite enjoyed the peace in office, even the place rampant abnormal persons, esp. dogs on desk facing&backing me.God just shown me i can't rest on harmony.i saw my works here preparing baby more enjoyable pc games rewarding.baby grows so smart that my only complain is that i too cozy to blog about my mission here on the earth.recently i just finished reading to Nash's biography.that remind me of baby can be idle in the infinite possibilities of his road on this planet. however, God let me more and more at sure that his arrangement the best arrangement.Sigh! God, i really enjoy my life!
It has been a series of bright sunny days, since the night i told baby his mission and the history of world as well as of China.it then lately in night, i summon my speech with this closure: the world to come surely under changing, its ur task to make the different. next morning it drizzled, so auspicious! i read in office, and left office earlier with a box of bottle water from the highest mountains in southwestern China, Tibet, dispatched by my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise. in the later afternoon after i read some time at home, it started to turn into brilliant sunshine.
so many moving moment in my life and my talk with God, with my second wife, Masheng, from Japan. i never be surer at this moment that me is the best blessed, and my life is the most glorious on the earth.
Ok, time to bit farewell now. i love my girls in praying for our gathering. i love my world to emerging.



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